Beginner Question

im just saying from this guys perspective, DONT TAKE THE RISK IF YOU DONT HAVE TO isnt going to convince him to not do it, cuz he obviously sounds like he wants to get bigger at whatever the cost especially since hes depressed...im just trying to be constructive and tell you chris that the shit might end up making you worse off the opposite of what you might think, then it might not give you any sides, i guess what im getting at is trying to tell you WHY you dont have to do this you can still put on size and think of AAS of something to do in the future once you get to a certain point and decide if BBing is a lifestyle for you because @ 150# it obviously is not right now...it'd be stupid to do some cycles, have bad sides, lose your size, start back lower than you are right now, all because you wanted a quick fix...wait until you know you want to make lifting a part of your life indefinetly then consider chemical enhancement if you need it at that point which would not be for at least another 20lbs of mass / year of training IMO -you'lll just know at some point if lifting is what you want in your life, you dont just do a cycle and then look like a model forever you have to keep the shit up day in day out -T

oh yeah and 150 + and additional 15 # to put you at 165 is not really what id call a 'model' physique...JAP was right actually if thats all you want is 165# then AAS is a waste of your time and money -T